i am happy. to struggle on alone until now. i am happy. i was weak. although i could not relate well with others, i wanted to be loved. i want to be needed. i only wished. and you appeared before me and granted my wish. my desire graciously, you taught it. you rewarded me. i guess you don't know. you rescued me always. you stopped my usual weakness. thank you. therefore in this way, now, "here", i can stand. you made me a "human". you raised me a "human". therefore from now on in my new environment, i'll keep living an everyday life. but suddenly, i'll think of you. if you are healthy, if you are not crying, if you are laughing, if you are also happy today in the way i think, even from now on. thank you. being able to meet you was good. you being here with me, i liked it. thank you. thank you. thank you.

with love,


mica